Meet Amaranthine-- our movie for the school project.

I'll meet up with Janicha, Yvette, and JoCaBu later to write our script. We need it done by Tuesday. Eugh, pressure, pressure. But I do know this will be fun. Totally.

The Admired No more.

Pinatigil ko na si Arvin. =(( Refer to my last post of WHY.


I was expecting for the worst, it turned out pretty well for both of us. Here's a proof if you don't want to believe me!

See? Haha. K, I'll be off nao. Bye.

I will not apologize for something that my heart desires.

I am not happy anymore. Matter of fact, ever since I let Asdfg court me, I became anything but happy. I am not saying that he is the reason why I am unhappy. He hasn't done anything bad. I am just... such a bad, selfish human being. Insulting and blaming myself makes me feel less guilty. 

I will be hurting someone very special to me to avoid future heartbreaks. 

I rather break his heart now, than lead him on and then eventually breaking him even more.

But I think he already knows what I am about to do to him. :( Fuck, this is so bleeping hard. I hate it.

If I had one wish, it is for me to fall madly, hopelessly, selflessly in love with Asdfg. And then, we'll live happily ever after. I won't be needing to stop him from courting me because then, I'll have a reason for him to court me.

But then, nothing is magical nowadays.

I do not love him. I cannot reciprocate the love he is showing to me.

At one moment though, I was so close into giving up my happiness just so I wouldn't need to hurt him. But I cannot lie. I must not lie for this is a matter of hearts.

Asdfg, I wish I could have told you sooner. I cannot be even more sorry. I'm sorry I am going to hurt you. I'm sorry I am hurting you. I'm sorry that I cannot love you. This is just too complicated. This is too serious for a 15 year old. This is love. I am not ready for this.

-Georgette Anne

My first post for November is because of an urge to blog driven by the movie Julie & Julia.

I just finished the movie Julie & Julia. Here's a big-ass poster for you all (if anyone is even reading my blog):

Right after finishing my movie, I had this urge to just blog about... nothing in particular, just blog. I don't know, maybe it is because I recently gave up on writing on my diary or writing anything at all about my life. And I cannot blog on tumblr anymore. I mean, just thinking of all those people on my school whom are following me on tumblr already scares me, because tumblr was where I once kept my "diary posts". Once, because now, it is just a account filled with anything that tickles my fancy.

Since the movie up there^ is about cooking and food... and more food, I instinctively got hungry. I turned the computer off and went upstairs to look for food. (Upstairs because our house is designed by my father). I found a potato, butter, and Cheez Whiz.

If you were ever guessing what I would do with those, you'd probably guess it right- BAKE POTATOES! :D

And so bake the potato I did. But since I lack supervision to use the La Germania, I succumbed into using the pan. I cut the potato in four and put in it the pan and put the lid on. I waited and waited and finally, I thought it was already good enough to eat. Unfortunately, I have to put it back because it didn't cook. After the second time, a stupid one-fourth of the potato just won't fully cook so it was left for Alice to eat.  I decided to put it back on the pan.

NOM NOM NOM

-Iris